ILI – Radha

by admin · 08.11.2016

I would like to say big thank you to Radha for giving us so much information about her preferences together with her photos and for doing tests and going through the process of associative type diagnostics. Non one ILI personality is the same but you will similarity in the preferences of all ILIs which match all the necessary criteria (NT, irrationality, introversion and dynamics).
I bring to your attention Radha diagnostic materials, which result in type ILI and subtype LII. The introverted and logical subtype LII means high level of introversion and logic in Radha’s preferences, which may lead to a doubt between the types ILI and LII. Radha believed her type is LII and did not consider ILI at all.
In her collection of nonverbal preferences you will find her original drawings with very clear attributes of Superid -energy and her personal commentary, favorite and least favorite pictures and music examples, favorite movies, the results of association tests. You can see it all for yourself. If you have questions, you can ask them in the FB groups: Socionics International Journal and Социоинческое Сообщество ФБ.

Radha Howard

“Final project for Concepts and Storyboards – a narrative board inspired by a poem or song lyrics. I chose “Islands of Light” by Indica (https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=XsNfNKPxoJc).
Running in the darkness, rolling back in time
Following the voices howling in your mind
Under you the frozen lake crackles till you halt
When the frosty mirror breaks, will you hear the call
Come admit your secret plan to make it to the top
Hear the sirens as they sing till the day you drop
Fall through the ice, into my eyes
Islands of light guide you tonight.

I’ve been a pretty good technical artist, with a good sense of composition. Every year for a long time I’d enter my art in the county fair, and often win quite a few prizes. In the past few years, however, I started noticing the other art from other people, which even if not as good technically, had much more meaning to it. It frustrated me a bit, but I didn’t change what I was drawing right away. I had some ideas, but in general I was too shy to draw them – it wasn’t what people expected from me. My mom would encourage me to do oil paintings, and I’d say I “couldn’t think of anything” when in fact I just didn’t want to share the things I thought of.
Those ideas first began appearing in the anime fanart I painted digitally to post online (which I’d work on late at night, or occasionally in the early morning, when no one was around). If you click the folder in my dA gallery labelled “aph” you can see those. A lot of it is just romantic stuff lol, but that was part of me stepping out of my comfort zone.
I’m no longer obsessed with that fandom like I was then, but it opened up that door of drawing things with emotions in them, and now I use it to explore, interpret, and express my own feelings, whether they “make sense” or not. I frequently use songs for inspiration as well.It’s so weird (and interesting) to think about what a long way I’ve come. The first “romantic” thing I ever made (and posted publicly) was this video:

My mom saw it and asked me what their relationship was, and I was absolutely mortified.

Drawings
1. 1. I’ve done a whole collection based off of this bridge, and this is my favorite from them. I got the idea to paint it once or twice myself, then my mom suggested the collection. I wanted to paint some more interesting things, like something with more fantasy elements, but I couldn’t think of anything (and I was shy about doing it around people I knew in real life).

2. This is a portrait I painted of my sister while she was reading a book.

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3. This is a landscape I did for my drawing class. It was from a photo I took, but I changed the sky to make it more stormy.

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This is a fanart of characters from an anime (I’m more creative with the fanart, because it’s for online and so I’m less embarrassed to do things not “traditional”… though I’m embarrassed to post it here, lol >/////<). It was a quick picture that I didn’t spend much time on, yet it is one of my favorites that I’ve done. (It was inspired by this song ‪ https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Gdybh46ATqk /react-text
Florence and the Machine – Spectrum Lyrics on Screen !
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5. Same anime characters. I… enjoyed making this more than I should have, probably.

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6. This is one I never finished (and the proportions are a bit bad… ignore that please), but as far as composition, lighting, and colors, I absolutely love it. I want to fix it up and finish it when I have the time.

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7. This is a picture I started rather recently, trying to portray my feelings and also do more surreal/fantasy type things, which I’d been meaning to for a long time. It is not finished yet, but I’m very excited about it in general. 😀 (It was inspired by this song https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=5YYw1MS4zdk Amaranthe – Amaranthine [HIGH QUALITY] with lyrics).

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8. And finally, here are the doodles from my notebook.

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Favourite art:

Dislikes:
1. Old movie posters and advertisements. The colors are very unpleasant, and I don’t like the expressions they put on people or the objectification of women. The premise of this one is also very silly.

2. This type of surrealism is stupid in my opinion. It’s just a random messed up thing placed in the middle of the picture, lying there uselessly for no reason at all. The subject is unusual, but the composition is boring. I also don’t like the overly smooth blending. I’d rather see more variation in color and lighting or texture in the brushstrokes.

3. The amount of detail inside the mouth and on the bottom lip makes me very uncomfortable. The tongue is is so wet and shiny… ew. The red pepper enhances the already unpleasant effect.

Favourite musics:

Favorite music (Narrowing this down was really difficult… when I made a playlist for this I ended up with over 40 songs. I feel like a lot is excluded):

– Nightwish – Élan ‪https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=8gNUjv1iB-0

– KOKIA – Chouwa Oto ‪https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=qGg9E-tD7i8

– Of Monsters And Men – Empire ‪https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=H2lzxGcbz-g

– MS MR – Bones ‪https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=XybgKnfVCTE

I don’t care about the lyrics or meaning so much, but I love the mood, rhythms, and rhyming. I like to listen to it when I’m feeling happy.
The 1975 – The Sound
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=FSnAllHtG70
– Within Temptation – In the Middle of the Night https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=tC6tCDD80jg
– Kyte – Taipei (All At Once) ‪ https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=QB6x3S43PvM

– Jolin Tsai – PLAY ‪https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=c86t8hoVw8E /
– Coldplay – Hymn For The Weekend ‪ https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=YykjpeuMNEk

Dislikes

– Suicide Silence – Hands of a Killer ‪ https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=IqkFXwyDj08 (I think screamo and growling sounds ugly and it makes me feel anxious).

– Dylan Scott – My Girl ‪https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=YEKLeWBr9jY (This… disgusts me.)

– SHINee – Sleepless Night ‪https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=MCYROijMeQM (I guess ballads like this are supposed to be romantic, but to me they’re just sappy, boring, and depressing.)

– Rocky Votolato – White Daisy Passing ‪https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=WR9SAhKI18Y /(This is just depressing.)

Favourite films:

– Hyouka – Sincerity ‪https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Mi3WF8Yx2SA

– 1 Million – Paco Robanne Fragrance Parody https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=DGtRvqfyut0

– Flickermood 2.0 https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=K1kH5WbKK6Y

– Faceless ‪https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=SPfeXs2D2iI

– The Man in the High Castle opening sequence ‪https://vimeo.com/117116735
– Scene from Puella Magi Madoka Magica (spoiler warning) https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=70y9OIxDbEU
– Sherlock saves Mrs Hudson https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=N8_YQ7_Jo8k

– Sherlock funny moments ‪ https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=DGfxuA3ZVJ0

– The Listening Post ‪ https://vimeo.com/182562795

Tests’ results:

Nonverbal Test:

Balzac subtype Robespierre

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